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There wasn't any shouting and no nastiness in court. That was something neither of us wanted. And, then, on top of that I was facing business failure. The bottom went out of the farm machinery business and I feared that I might have to shut down the plant. There were a lot of other small farm machinery firms that simply locked their doors. After fifty or sixty or more years as going, profitable concerns, they were forced out of business.”

— Да, верно. Скажу одно, оба мы вели себя вполне пристойно. Ни крику, ни скандалов, никакой грязи на суде.

Всей этой мерзости мы постарались избежать. И сразу после развода  — банкротство. В производстве сельскохозяйственных машин разразился кризис, и я боялся, что придется закрыть фабрику. Очень многие мелкие предприятия тогда прогорели. Держались по пятьдесят, по шестьдесят лет, приносили солидный доход, а тут лопнули.

He paused, as if he wanted me to say something. There wasn't anything to say.

He took another drink, then began to talk again. “I'm a fairly stupid man in a lot of ways.

I can handle a business. I can keep it going if there's any chance to keep it going and I can wring a profit from it. I suppose that you could say I'm rather astute when it comes to business matters. But that's the end of it. In the course of my lifetime I have never really had a big idea or a new idea.”

Шервуд помолчал, словно выжидая, не скажу ли я чего-нибудь. А что было говорить?

Он налил себе еще виски и продолжал:

— Во многих отношениях я просто глуп. Я умею вести дело.

Умею поддерживать фабрику на ходу, пока есть хоть какая-то надежда, пока можно из нее выжать хоть какие-то гроши. У меня, видно, есть хватка, есть способности. Но и только. За всю жизнь я ни разу не додумался до чего-нибудь нового, до чего-нибудь значительного.

He leaned forward, clasping his hands together and putting them on the desk.

“I've thought about it a lot,” he said, “this thing that happened to me. I've tried to see some reason in it and there is no reason. It's a thing that should not have happened, not to a man like me.

There I was, on the verge of failure, and not a thing that I could do about it. The problem was quite simple, really. For a number of good economic reasons, less farm machinery was being sold. Some of the big concerns, with big sales departments and good advertising budgets, could ride out a thing like that.

Он подался вперед, крепко стиснул руки и оперся ими на стол.

— Я все ломаю голову,  — сказал он.